M i s t a k e

I've made so many mistakes in my entire life. Mistakes that change my life plot dramatically. What should i do to amend those mistakes? I couldn't find any time machine yet. I wish i can travel back through time to tell the old me not to make terrible mistakes. But i can't. People criticized humans' mistake, but they didn't seem to understand how hard the person's situation to make a crucial decision that can lead to a mistake. Human make mistake. We all did. What we can do is apologize. It's not enough. We must show sincere we are and take actions to win back the trust of everyone. Sit back and do nothing is not gonna change anything.Someone is waiting for me. For a very long time. And i'm not sure whether she's still waiting or had given up her hopes. I'm here to find out. But in the mean time, i have to wait. Not sure for how long. My life is empty. An empty jar without life. My head is nothing. A senseless potrait with meaningless emotions. My limbs are numb. Like a dead tree branches searching for love. Too far, too deep, hiding under the star. Its light blinded by hate, that was never believed will exist in the middle of joy. There is no joy now. What's left here is ignorance.......




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